"You don’t realize how alone you are until you’re staying up every night thinking about things you should never think of and you cant tell anybody because you have nobody to tell."
4:26am (via satans-ghost)

(Quelle: phyxiated, via achso-ok-cool)

"I turned off my phone
Because I could not
Handle the certainty
That you were not
Even trying to talk
To me."
"You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won’t tell you that he loves you, but he loves you. And you feel like you’ve done something terrible, like robbed a liquor store, or swallowed pills, or shoveled yourself a grave in the dirt, and you’re tired. You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and you’re trying not to tell him that you love him, and you’re trying to choke down the feeling, and you’re trembling, but he reaches over and he touches you, like a prayer for which no words exist, and you feel your heart taking root in your body, like you’ve discovered something you didn’t even have a name for."
 Richard Siken (via feellng)

(via whisperingbones)

"I’m replaying every second over in my head
and sleeping where you did in my bed
forgetting had always came easy in the mornings
but it’s been three mornings
and I keep wondering
if I’ll get just one more.
you said, “I have to go”
and I said, “just ten more minutes”

just ten more minutes to feel love
even if it’s only for a night.
just ten more minutes to feel
even if it’s
not right."
I know I promised I wouldn’t feel anything but I never expected to feel everything // d.a.h (via whisperingbones)

(via whisperingbones)

"I enjoy controlled loneliness. I like wandering around the city alone. I’m not afraid of coming back to an empty flat and lying down in an empty bed. I’m afraid of having no one to miss, of having no one to love."
Kuba Wojewodzki, Polish journalist and comedian  (via notnai)

(Quelle: wordsthat-speak, via whisperingbones)

"She will give you a part of her that she knows you can break"
"I don’t want to do anything. I don’t want to be anything. I want to disappear elegantly. I want people to look for my goodbye note and find nothing but smoke."
How To Disappear (And Never Come Back Again) | Lora Mathis (via lora-mathis)

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